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Buspirone 07:50
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I'm dimed I'm tapped I'm drowning I'm trapped I'm barely surviving I'm shivering with sweat I'm watching the horizon I'm dreading the sunset My heart is a hammer My blood is filled with nails I am a sinking boat Salt water fills the sails My mind's an engine Throttle opened wide Floating in the water Not fighting the riptide I broke a tooth in half There's ringing in my ears I cut my thumb wide open A nosebleed mixed with tears This cough is not subsiding My back's a net of knots My hair is dull and greying I'm drowning in my thoughts
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Propranolol 07:54
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It's a 4am in a line of 4ams I look in both directions And I can't see an end I swear I did my best I tossed and turned all night But my longs still have some air And my chest is still drum-tight Imagine a disaster Bring it to the world Imagine all the worst of things And see them all unfurled I can feel my teeth crunch and creak I can hear my lungs cough and wheeze I can feel my bones split and leak I can feel my hands grasp and seek But I love the moon, bright on snow And I love the rain, clean and close And I love the trees, tall and deep And I love the shores, hard and mean Leading to steel-grey seas I'm living through the moment Of howling wind and frost I guess it's worth escaping But for now I feel so lost
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Lorazepam 03:49
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Mezzanine I'm by myself The air is loud but that's no help There's a crowd, they're turned away 1000 miles to care if I stay I have the ticket You're on the ride Just grip the vinyl Just stay alive About an hour and I'll be good Don't cause a ruckus Just put some nails to wood The poison tells me I've done it all But you won't be a widow I don't plan to fall
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Trismus 09:15
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Wormwood got me today The voices and the poison Coursing through my veins Bad thoughts got me today The tension and the weeping Haunting my poor brain Life went and got me today I hate to be awake I hate to live in pain The poison got me today I'm cracking apart It's dripping through my veins Gathering up the pieces Throwing them away Grab a set of pliers Nothing whole can stay I showed up and I'm already numb Nothing to do but get it done Crush the rot and pull Before I think to run I can feel it crunch and pop Shatter in my head I'm swirling through the fumes I'm hazy seeing red I pushed the sweetness out The bitterness piles high There's more load out beyond it Spring is here, it's time to thrive

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Hopeful songs about sad times

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released December 12, 2023

Written and recorded by CALIFORNIA DEATH WORM.

Recorded at TMJ Studios

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CALIFORNIA DEATH WORM Bellingham, Washington

A very normal person in a regular city making pleasant music for the hoi polloi.
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